Richard Simmons’ decisions over the past couple of decades put him in and out of the prison system more than a half dozen times and led to his methamphetamine addiction.
But on Thursday, sitting in a corner of the New Mexico Reentry Center, a nonprofit focused on housing and job placement for formerly incarcerated people, Simmons had a revelation.
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